Big Mama Turns 40

Green hair...

Soo everyone I died my hair back to brown because this is like the third time in a row my hair has turned to a brassy color when I try to dye it blonde..... so I dyed it brown right??? Wrong it turned out to be Cha Cha green if you know what I mean... :) but I dyed it agian and I think this time it might not turn green (or I am hoping it doesn't)

Some pictures from my mom's 40th birthday

So I stole this from my mom's blog who stole it from Sheryl!! Good job Sheryl these pictures are good!! So my mom turned 40 today!! But don't worry there is many more good stuff to come...

Grateful

My friend Samantha told me to look at this blog and look at how sad this story was. So I went to it and read the story and looked at the slideshow. Well it is about a young couple who have been married only a little under a year. They found out they were pregnant right after being married. She was due on June 28th of this year. Well the night of June 26th before they went to bed they spent some time rubbing her belly and talking to the baby because they could feel him kicking and moving and hiccuping. When she woke up the next morning there was no more movement from the baby. So she went straight in to get a stress test done and there was no heartbeat. Their little boy had died before he evn had a chance in this world. I just couldn't imagine going through that. Like what would I do without my precious little girl? Why do I take for granted the gift of life so much? Why am I so impatient with the greatest blessing you can have? I should be thankful I have a child when many other's don't and may not ever have one. Now if I am able to have another baby the doctor's don't know but only time will tell. I still need to appreciate what I have right here and right now and stop worrying about money, bills, and my future. I need to worry about right now and the little life I am missing out on because of my constant working and not having patience to deal with her. I could not imagine what my life would have been like if I lost Lucy or gave her up for adoption. I think we all take for granted the blessings of having children that God has gave us. We never stop and think everything can change in the blink of an eye whether your baby is just barely born or in their older years. Just like Lil Gibby his life ended to soon. 6 years is not enough time on earth, but Heavenly Father has other plans and you just have to learn to accept it. And put your faith in him knowing he has a plan, for all of us. But how? How can you accept the fact your Child's life is cut short? Well enough is enough I need to stop crying but here is a little note that I just really felt I needed to write!

Here is the website you should check it out but trust me you WILL cry!! www.babymckallister.blogspot.com

Oh my heck

Lucy Ann turns 4 today!!!

Yay!!

I passed my CNA test!!!!